and i'm living like there's no tomorrow.

i'm in a much better mood now. test's over(: wee. oh well, there's 3 more coming up next week. lol. But, there's a very happy occasion for me to look forward to next week.. and thats kim coming to s'pore on the 15th, around 9 plus at night. and she'll be staying over at my house. we'll share a room! cant wait for that(: i'm really elated! hee. will not be able to meet her at the airport though, since i have diamokukai till 9.30pm, but shall see her at home.

anne handled me a small gift just after mbidis lecture. its really very sweet of her. i was touched. the gift was a smiley key chain((: i just smile when i look at it. thanks so much, anne(: thanks for tolerating my 'bad' mood for the past week. *hugs*

u know, many times i have thought of why i have to be in the lead all the time, and not be a follower, where things might have been less taxing and stressful. yet, i've come to realise that this is my mission. i'm a leader. i'm a fighter. its actually my good fortune that i possess leadership qualities. and i should be proud of that as not everyone is able to be the person to lead. i mean, its easy to follow the lead, but never easy to be the one leading yeah. those who have been in such positions would be able to udnerstand my situations. (:

anyway, the main point is. i should not be complaining about it anymore in the near future. rather, i should take it upon myself and grow to be a good and capable leader. one where people can look up upon me and respect me. (: so i'm going to keep working hard towards this!
at times when i'm really tired, i'll just take a short break, pause, regenerate my energy and continue to fight back!

you can do it, carine(: