and i'm living like there's no tomorrow.

this week was quite a bad week for me. busy rushing thru assignments, projs, preparing for sfg test, which i think i can at least obtain a 'B', so i was pratically over-stressed. in addition, there were other emotional problems that i had to battle with, friend's problems.. own problems.. there's just too many issues for me to handle. i just felt like giving up on everything. but, i know i cant afford to be so. i have to keep fighting on...

anyway, kim stayed with me on sun and mon night. talks were great, being with her was simply great. i guess it kinda of 'took' my mind off issues that i did not want to face. dinner with yi and mei on mon at dian xiao er.. the food not-so-bad. (: yeah, so when she went to stay with her mum an family on wed, i guess the issues came charging at me, non-stopping. and many a times, i get the urge to scream at people, and shut myself out. just be alone, since everyone has the ability to make me frustrated, even the close ones.

i cant simply handle conflicts well. what should i do? i cant say nor talk it out, yet keeping it inside is turning me crazy. i cant help feeling helpless and the only thing i'm able to do to release all these frustrations and stress is through crying.

But, anyway, i hell glad this week is over. weekends are here, as least i can breathe. and today's dinner/meet-up with sujith was simply wonderful. though he could only stay for a short period, it was certainly assuring to see him. he's kinda like medicine for me. =) i'm so damn glad he's here. and ben joined us (sha, anne, me) for dinner too. he's a sweet nice friend whom i really admire and respects a lot. =) so at least my weekdays ended pretty well.

took some pics. so check them out.=)

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