you have stepped into
[carine]'s fantasy
and i'm living like there's no tomorrow.
8:57 PM, Tuesday, July 31, 2007

missing-in-action for the past few days. trying to finish presentation and aes asap for fyp, before concentrating fully on the report.
yep, somehow... i am not in the mood to write the report. lol.
work was pretty smooth these days. after a 5months endurance and hard work, finally managed to finish at least 3 of the constructs. hopefully, the 4th would be ready soon.
thought that i would not be able to finish all constructs initially, but this week brought some good news.
(= i think its the good fortune i've accumulated through the weekend.
sat;;
attended the scholars' forum seminar at suntec ballroom2. it was quite good, i did felt a little more inspired after listening to the talk from david lim... however, i felt it was a pity that the 5 scholars who participated in the forum were all from jcs. and a majority of the public were from jcs. so well, i guesss i need not say much right?
anyway, i still have not made up my mind on which degree to pursue, or what field i would like to further in.. and besides, i dont feel the need nore urge to ge/obtain a scholarship. or maybe i cant even make the mark?
sun;;
signed up for the young womens division kenshu. met many old friends there... no doubt that i felt a little empty and lost when i saw people gathered in groups while im alone.
yet, thankfully, that feeling did not linger around. gained some knowledge from the gosho study, but realised i need to 'upgrade' myself too. hee. the testimonials from the senior leaders were very encouraging and i felt really motivated by them.
got very touched when i saw the sensei video shown after lunch. it was really inspiring to see sensei giving encouragement to the youth division members.
though it was just a video, i really felt sensei's spirit with us and before i knew it, tears were already swelling up at the side of my eyes... the choir is fantastic. even though i could not understand what they were singing, i could feel the joy from them. the smiling faces and the cheerful smiles. its like they were really singing from the bottom of their heart.
william how's coming this thurs. lol. heard from shijin that he's going to bring us for a meal. better get 'busy' on that day. lol.
thats all for now. its back to work.