you have stepped into
[carine]'s fantasy
and i'm living like there's no tomorrow.
6:37 PM, Sunday, March 25, 2007
SUNDAYS.
(Warning... this is going to be a not-so-nice post.)So to those who are overly sensitive.. i would suggest you switch pages immediately.
Gosh. My sundays are boring.
Today was spent on sleeping, watching drama serials, nagging at my younger brother, snacking, having headaches.
GEEHX.
Where's my life?
Hiax. So sad. This would be what Shijin's comment would be. lOlx. She's such a fun and lovely girl(:
Results were out on wednesday. I did pretty well. 1 C+; 1B+; 3A's; 2DIST. By chance? No way. I mugged like hell this semester. It was the first time i was so determined in studying for the exams. And i did memorised like shit for the medical bio. Lolx. So to those who did that I'm getting good results cause i'm just smart and do not have to work hard and that you guys are slogging like hell but still cant win me, i only have this to say to you:
WAKE UP!.
Stop thinking about how you can win over others and be selfish and start thinking about how you can WIN OVER YOURSELF. Win over the inner devil inside each and every one of us. Sure, i believed that none of us are evil. BUT, people are just vulnerable. They succumb to their inner desires. OUCH. My words hurt right.
ARE MY NOTES DAMN GOOD??? Is that why you are always sucking up to me?
YES. This post is meant to be HARSH.
I HATE people who comment that I'm smart. I'm good etc..
Carine... your results are so good. I onli get 3.1.... Your results are better than mine. I cant even get higher than 3.0.... etc etc...FUCK!
So what if I get 3.5?
There are others who are better than me! 3.999... even 4.0... why don;t you go and talk to them then!
Each of us have our own targets. To you, 3.5 might seem very high. Yes, indeed, i do not deny. But so? My goal is different from you. Our goals are all different. You think that having 3.5 is damn great. Yeah right. Youc an continue to live in your selfish... and greedy world for all i care.
Hmp.
My head hurts like hell.